why must so many mishaps happen?is there any way we can prevent it from happening?one incident after another..why?people changing,people out of love,people breaking up,people dying..why??can somebody give me an answer?i dont noe abt the others,but this incident has seriously leave a very deep regret in my heart.some of u might have already gotten news of it.i seriously cant take this piece of news in stridenobody can..mr maxx left us for another world.how could he just leave us without a word..i'm devastated.i lost a really good friend,a teacher,a librarian..many people took him for granted,i know that.he always complain to me,he's really stressed with his work..his excos arent cooperating with him,no one takes the library duty to heart,always thinking that its not important..i always nag at him for drinking too much coffee..i'm glad i did that..at least i showed him the concern and maybe the care that he needed..i've no regrets.the only regret that i have is that i did not get the chance to see him for the last time,i did not have the chance to give him his birthday present-the very first birthday present that i'll be giving him..no..i did not have the chance..why must this world be so cruel?people are leaving me one by one..events after events..this sucks big time..why must god torment us this way?is this some kind of retribution that we're suffering?why?i'm too sad to do anything now..my mind isnt working anymore..i'm not in the mood to do anything.the pile of homework is still on my table,undone.i dun intend to do it anymore..just let it be..i cant be bothered with anything right now..just let me die away..i'm changing.i feel so different now..i feel rebellious,i dun wanna be the good girl that i used to be anymore..i wanna fold my skirt,my shirt, i wanna wear ankle socks to school,i wanna leave my homework till the next day and copy it from my friends..i feel as if i dunno myself anymore..the world's changing..everybody's changing..
[..i dun see any meaning in this world anymore..]
