i blew my day away..started wheezing since i woke up this morning.and the cest thing is that i'm gonna have my op tmr..yikes.i'm so down on my luck.oh well,hopefully this flu bug will be gone by tmr morning,otherwise i guess i'll screw up e entire presentation and that's it..muahahaha..guess that's all i can say for now.hope everything will turn out to be good tmr..
all e best to everyone!!op starting tmr,we gotta preserve our voice..drink honey!!
oh well,feeling really moody.really wonder what's the problem with me.i can be really hyper at times and my mood just plunges down to the bottom of the valley the next.even my mum told me i'm different today.what's wrong with me??urgh..it sucks.
just when i thought i've let down a burden,another one just come along.it's really heavy carrying it alone.i wonder when will i have someone to share it with me so it gets lighter?
even friends may be really a taxing thing at times.there are times when u know you shouldnt be doing smth,yet because of ur buddy,u did smth against ur conscience.though others may see it as smth really small,it means alot to that someone cos they're working against their principles.at the same time,u wish u could tell ur other friend the truth,but u cant.u're betraying the other friend.complicated eh?
pw is finally coming to an end.just when i thought i can forget all abt researches,i have a chinese pw coming.with the amt of homework piling up,i really wonder if there would be a chance for me to take a break.time passed really quickly.its near the end of the year.2007 will be an important year.i know i cant afford to slacken even now.why?i wonder.is life meant to be so full of ups and downs that we have no time to take a breather.not even for a few seconds?the j2s are leaving the school,it'll be our turn soon.eeks..it's really scary.1 year isnt long,neither is it short.to cramp in all that we've learnt just for exams,it's really frwaky.we arent studying for interest.we're studying for exams.when will it be the time for us to study because we want to study?i wont deny the fact that studying is better than working.but at least we get to choose what kind of job we want ya?haix..it seems to me that nothing we do is for our sake.cos everything we do is so that we can fit into the society,so we wont fall behind.
ouch.the truth hurts.