back to blog again..frankly,i dunno wad i shld write..today's public holiday so here i am rotting at home..haha..
went to see mrs ivay lim ytd with si hui with regards to our guitar ensemble..she wants us to write her a proposal..how we go abt recruiting ppl to go for syf and stuffs like that..i'm quite confused too..but i guess, so long as si hui know wad's going on,its good enough le ba..
will know if we're promoted or not on thur and heard that there's 3 ppl in our class that will get retained..hopefully,it wont be the case ultimately ba..kinda wishful thinking but yea..miracles do happen..it sounds dumb though..oh well..i also dunno..kinda confused with wadever's happening..suddenly everything seems to be happening at the same time again..been a long time since i felt this way..eeks..its a stupid feeling..
yay!!!i'm finally done with my wr..finally one big thing off..but still have to do the presentation slides though..
went to see my grand uncle this afternoon..man..he just reminds me of my grandpa..it's as if everything that happens during last dec is coming back to haunt us again..hopeful his cndition isnt as serious as our grandpa though..hope it's just a small case..eeks..i hate to think if it's the same as what happen to our grandpa..i doubt anyone in the family can withstand the second blow..oh well,shall end here,gonna sleep soon..bye!
how do u normally feel when u've completed ur exam??ecstatic?or no special feeling?i always feel ecstatic,a little celebration with is wad i always do.yet this year,i felt totally indifferent,i only felt drained.totally drained.not a single bit of excitement.weird huh?i wonder why too.perhaps i'm too disturbed by the fact that my school guitar ensemble might soon be converted into a recreational cca.that means our past 6 months of hard work might go down the drain.it sucks.yet the principal says that;s because we're not performing and he wants to save costs.dumb huh?i think so too.but of course,all these arent confirmed yet.discussions with the excos are still going on.hopefully we'll get to go for syf next year.
i wonder, why is everybody so concerned abt results?its not as if ny guitar didnt win anything.at least we maintained a silver.wad's impt is that every time its a different group that is representing the school for competition,how can anyone make comparisons.the standard of the players every year is different.we dun always get sec school players.even so,can we guarantee that they'll stay?so wad if they stay?doesnt that mean that they cant go on to join other cca?cant they go for smth new?why must everything be based on results?a person who is less academically inclined may have talnts that have yet to be found.so wad if that person can do well in exams?its not as if u'll have textbooks and teachers in the working society next time.sometime some things are meant to be realised and searched.no single person in this world is perfect,a person may acknowledge his mistake,work better to mend this mistake,only to find that another problem has surfaced.there will never be a time when u'll find someone who is perfect.anyway,who is to say who is perfect and who isnt?wad is the definition of perfection?principal says that the guitar ensemble hasnt achieve anything.u call silver nothing?then wad is something?gold?and when u maitain the gold?u'll achieve nth again ya?since the definition of nth means u've not improved.its totally dumb.DUMB.DUMB.
oh well,enjoy the weekend ppl..adieu.