just came back..i'm still trying to digest what
clarence told me..i still can't believe my ears,what happened is really true..i can't accept this fact that i lost someone whom i'm so close to..jus now i was late,
tony told me not to go there anymore.i felt so..angry?i dunno..i just felt a little lost suddenly..if i dun go today,i wont get the chance to see him on last time,why must u deprive the last chance to see him??but then when we reach there,we didnt get the chance to see him,his body isnt sent to the void deck yet.it'll be there tmr.well,i sat there in a daze,
miss lim asked me if i was alright.i told her i'm fine,but deep in my heart,i felt like breaking down.but,i told myself that i must be strong,i'm not going to breakdown in front of so many people.then when we walk towards macdonalds,my tears came down when i was talking to
yingen..haiz..i dunno how i'm going to make it to school tmr..i'll be too sad to concentrate in class,furthermore i'm having my 2.4 run..it'll be real bad..well,i'll be going down to the wake tmr night,first time my parents allow me to go out at night..his wake will be until thursday..hopefully the school will give us a day off to let us accompany him walk the last part of his life..
[in loving memory of mr maxx..i miss the times when we were in the library drinking coffee..]
