the sight i saw really broke my heart..just the day before,he looked alright.though he looked sickly,the sight of him in e hospital on mon was really scary..i almost couldnt recognise him..the lump on his neck and his legs swelled..it was terrible..i felt like crying..but told myself that if i cried,it'll be as if i had opened a dam,everybody might just start crying..this is the very first time i see my grandpa so sick and he looked so innocent.he couldnt even recognise some of us..sometimes he'll just smile very cheerfully den fall asleep again.i believe anybody walking pass wouldnt think that his condition is so serious..we cousins all sat outside the ward,chatting,stoning..cos we cnt go home yet..den..my grandma fainted..initially all of us thought smth bad happened to our grandpa cos the bed was pushed out and i saw my uncles and aunties rushing out..but yea..most prob. our grandma fainted due to the painful sight of his life-time partner and due to the bad flu she was having..so all of us shuttled between the a&e and the ward..
my cousins and i stayed over at my grandma hse and we were disturbed from our sleep twice..the first time was when our grandma came back from the a&e..second time was when our grandma was crying very loudly cos my uncle told her smth(dunno wad was t cos we woke up when our grandma cried)..then,my mum and aunties tried comforting herbut ended up crying too..could only see a grp of ppl crying on the bed cos it was too dark to see anything else..
luckily,the doctor prescibed a new medication to my grandpa and it seems to be working..he's able to eat now and i believe he's more aware of his surroundings now i believe..didnt go see him today cos i ended school late..most prob i'll go down tmr since my lecture ends very early..oh well..that's all for now..
