June, thanks for ur support,really appreciate that.=) Some things perhaps just arent meant to be ba.Maybe it's fated that people I like would never like me.Oh wells.Don't feel like sleeping.Many things going through in my head.Starting to think negatively again.Sigh,that's my biggest problem.Always thinking negatively,all about the bad things.Read through my old posts and realised I'm so childish in the past.The posts were pretty stupid.Only the more recent posts made some sense I guess.
Read through the posts dedicated to mr maxx.I said I'd take a long time to get over it.Indeed,it still feel so unreal at times.He was afterall the first person that made me feel that being handicapped doesnt mean that you can't work.Perhaps that's one reason for choosing Occ. Therapy.I'll be able to teach these people how to fish and not provide them with the fish.He also made me realise what it is like to really care for a person..
