Results are finally out.I thought I could take a breather and say,I've decided.Yet things turn out otherwise.True that I'm satisfied with my results,my GP was much better than that in school.So much better.I'm elated.Yet,this was shortlived.The decision that I'm going to make is going to affect what I want to be. Should I go ahead with my interest or be a good girl and go for the conventional path?
I'm standing at the cross roads,deciding which path to take. Both path is going to lead me to my future.Yet, will it be something I want or is it something others want?I don't wish to give up my interest,yet I don't wish to disappoint those who pinned hopes on me.Perhaps,things would have been better if I've got worse grades,even better if I'm still waiting for my results.At least I can give a definite answer.
I know what you want.I also know what I want.This is why it pains my heart to tell you my decision.However,I don't wish to give up on something that I've hung on for such a long time.Sometimes,it's just so good to be a child.Nothing to worry,no big decisions to make,everything planned well.Just follow the path ahead and nothing will go wrong.
The irony of life is such that no one can turn back the time.With age comes responsibility.No use being an ostrich.The problem is always there.We'll have to face the music sooner or later.
funny how God makes fun of man..
