2 days since I've started school.Things are pretty alright.But coping with so many subjects that I've not done before really caught me off hand.Physiology studies lots of Bio stuff,hence I'm always lost during lecture.Had my first Psychology lecture and I think that should be better than Physiology.Anatomy is much easier since whatever we learn can be easily found and seen on our body.
Many things happened within the last 24 hours.I can't imagine that I've actually survived through that.Talked to him about what happened last night.Talked for almore 40 mins but I think we spent more than 10 min in silence with me crying.So sorry about that.Was feeling really down until things were slightly resolved.
I guess he's right.I keep stumbling and thinking about things.I care too much about what other people say to the extent that it influences my decision.I guess I was just being stubborn.Seriously stubborn.I don't wish to give up.I want a win-win situation though I know that it is a near impossible ending.Hopefully I can get this situation in the end no matter how tough and tiring this fight is going to be.
No matter how much I disagree.I think that he has changed me somehow.I used to give in really easily.The me now gives in less easily,knowing that what I want keeps me going.I've grown to be more resilient and I hope I would one day be less reliant on others.This is my next gosl.Independence.
I have and will strive hard to prove that my decision is right.You kept me on my path.Thank you.
