Was blog hopping and read Hui Wen's blog on an entry about Mr Maxx.
It reminded me of the day when I received the SMS about his death from Clarence.10 Aug,Tuesday(yeah,I still remember it clearly..heh)That was the day when I felt overwhelmed with emotions.Keeping my voice calm and steady when I told my parents that I had to attend his funeral and stuffs.Angry that I disappointed him,that I wasn't sensitive enough to his feelings at times,that I didn't realise how much acceptance and assurance he needed from us.It was also then that I realise how each little gestures can mean so much to a person,how we can regrets.I was so overwhelmed with grieve the next day that I had no mood for lessons.Mr Ng led us for a minute of silence during Chinese lesson as we had NAPFA in the morning.I cried.There were so many things that I had no chance to go to him.
Nevertheless,it's all the past.I'll treat Joelson well,shan't make him feel that our class is ostracising him in anyway.That seems to be the least that I can do to make up for the loss.I shall give others reassurance if this is something that I failed to give you.God bless.You'll remain deeply etched in my memory.
Oh well,this is like the 'n'th time I'm blogging about him!I think that made up for the times when I didn't blog about you when you were alive already right?You can't complain that I didn't blog much about you anymore!See how much I remember you.hehx.Loves
